My bitter past. Reminded.
Recently, much dilemma arised. Firstly, is whether to drop econs or not. I'm so fickle-minded and so many people talked to me about it and I seemed to be convinced by the all the last person who talked to me. But I really wanna thank people around me like XIAN hui, in case she say that I forget to credit her. Ya. But still, I know myself better than anyone do. I'm really afraid of retaining. It seems like there's angel and devil fighting in my heart. I'm afraid the stubborn side of me will affect my future. So many what ifs appeared. What should I do?
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Next, is not really dilemma. Had a talk with one of my classmates and reminded a bitter past of mine. I felt really terrible for the rest of the day. Luckily it was after school. Laughter can help you to forget troubles. Because when you're laughing, you'll thinking just on the joke itself as it makes no sense for a person to laugh heartily with their troubles in mind right? But, after the laughings, when your mind settled again, the sad part seems to automatically appear again. And soon you'll forget whatever joke you laughed at. The feeling is terrible.
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It's been a long time since I thought about my past. But after today, I guess I'll be living with it again. It won't be long. I hope it'll fade away from my memory soon. YES! Diana! Cheer up k?