Time check: 2:14 am

I can't sleep. Probably for the past week had been mugging till 2plus in the morning. It's so unhealthy and I missed my brain-cell-forming period. Meaning I haven't got new cells for a week. Omg. I'm getting dumber! Oh wells.

There's a very special net friend I knew through IRC 4 years ago. Apparently, it's really rare to find an internet pal who do not ask for sex on IRC. We started off very serious topic and we enjoyed talking about life. 4 years and we're still in contact and recently we went on furthur to be sms pals. Come to think of it, these 4 years, how I've transformed and how he has transformed. Back then, he used to talk about his life when he was a lot younger and used to be a thug. Used to go on about how he should quit smoking and I used to give advices as usual. We talked so much on the net. However, there was one period where I seldom used the computer and if I had the chance, I won't see him online often. I told myself, oh wells he's an internet friend after all. He doesn't have to commit to this net-palship. But many times I wanted to delete away his mail from my msn account ( last time it has a space limit) but I didn't. And luckily I did not. So yea, recently just talked to him. It seems to me that reality changed him. He became less positive and more despaired. So I told me about his problem and stuffs. It made me stop and think. Have I really ever been in love? It's just so hard to define. Seeing how he finds it hard to let go and get on with life and comparing with how I can get over it so easily really made me stop again and think again. I felt really guilty which I do not know why. Thanks Nigel. You will never find your way here. Haha but who knows, one day I may let you see my little opened diary. Life goes on, alright?

Today, GP and Maths common test. Took 3 papers and Maths was 3 whole hours. Madness. But I squeezed my 2 terms work into 2 weeks. That's 18 weeks to 2 weeks. Wow, I'm appalled. I hope I can do well in this Maths paper. And of course GP which I put in a considerably decent amount of effort. Hanged out with jdz. It's just so different. Hehe.. And I'm so sorry girls. Pang seh you all at the very last minute. I promise I treat you all ice-cream k?

Hah, went out with zy at midnight just now. In case you're wondering why, 1) To the SAM machine to pay bills. 2) I need some fresh air. So, tomorrow's POP is really getting excited but yet at the same time getting on my nerves as well. June holidays will be packed with activities but I'm rather happy that there are so many things keeping me busy.

I really love the night breeze. I find it so cooling and comfortable. Well, zy finds it cold probably I'm fat that's why I only found it cooling. Haha, zy don't utter nonsense. I've found an argument: That's because I'm used to sleeping in air con every night, thus such chill is small case to me k!! Haha. Alright, I shall announce the commencement of the June Holidays. Enjoy Di~