200th post.

I feel scared. All of a sudden the fear engulfed me. I maybe thinking too much like as usual. But I just couldn't stop feeling scared. I could see her eyes. She is scared too, I know. I maintained my smile, acting as if I don't know the seriousness, but I know it will stick with her for the rest of her life. I'm really scared. Moreover, saw what others went through losing their loved ones. I'm really scared.

Goddess of Mercy, please bless her to be pink in health for at least another 30 years. Please. I hate to see her in agony. I don't what to see that. Please do whatever it takes to grant her good health. Amithaba.

On a lighter note, I flunged my gp papers badly. I don't wanna procrastinate anymore. I will fight my life to win the As battle.

jdz, join me, will you?
push me, will you?
encourage me, will you?
let's hold the final victory like we always do.

From now, I will grit my teeth, clench my fists, tense my muscles, and chiong all the way.
give me the motivation, will you?