So I went ubin today. Orienteering. Feeding the poor mozzies there. I was super tired today. Dazing the whole day. Saw my bunk mate but was busy learning my stuffs so accidentally dao her. Anyhow, I just lost connection today.

Then I reached home with a super empty stomach. Bathe, ate and there, I got knocked off. Slept 3 hrs straight. Met jj and zy for dinner. Initially was alright, until they came to my house. I feel so frustration all of a sudden. I'm not sure it's because of my siblings or it's me. I'm sorry if I was really bu shuang then. Weather too warm? I don't know. I'm just very sorry if I spoilt the day.

Am I giving you too little attention? I think I suck you know. But I really don't how to connect to you. I don't hate you, little brat. But I just don't know what you're thinking. I'm so sorry. I've been really bad. It's really my bad.