Been very busy these few days! I kinda like life like this, without any burden doing things I enjoy. Of course, there are times where I felt empty and purposeless but I guess it's still manageable.

Over the weekends, I went for powerboating lessons. Had near to 12 hours of lecture the first day. It was fun initially and it feels good to learn again. Fortunately, Sarah was there with me all along. I felt the air was kinda suffocating. I couldn't breathe like normal. The sense of guilt started to haunt me the moment I saw the familiar features. I can't forgive myself, neither could I ask for forgiveness. I can only running away, avoid and avoid. Trying my best not letting the eyes meet.

Anyway, the second day was better. Had practical hands-on lesson on powerboating. I actually prefer Inst Ong. He's very encouraging and CUTE! Super cute. Not those cute guys whom young girls will drool over. But he's a middle age man with a "chinese-chess" look. The A9 peeps are fun people. Especially the i-gallop! My ass still hurts!! We ride on a powerboat running on 30knots/hr, it's super fast for your info. It's so fast that when we ride on waves, your ass got off the seat by inches! No joke no exaggeration!

I love riding on waves. Hey people, pray that I'll pass my theory and practical test, pray that I'll get my license, I'll bring you people out to the sea alright?! And check out this boat. It has my name on!! So cool right? I drove on her on Sunday as well. It's a nice boat.