sick =(

I think the ever-changing mad crazy weather is making me sick. Have been coughing and feeling breathless for the past few days. Ever since the stupid ultra big ulcer that grew at the wrong place, everything seems to go wrong. Haha~ Not feeling grumpy anymore though.

I think I haven't been really taking care of my own body recently. Felt so guilty towards my own body, sorry body! Haha! I was really walking under the rain nonchalently and eating watermelon even though I was already coughing heavily. Shouted at cadets and ate spicy food with a very bad sore throat. Oh my my my...

The past week was rather horrible. Was feeling grumpy most of the times because I couldn't talk, smile and laugh properly with the ulcer that grew at my lower gum right behind my lower lips and it was super ultra big.

I think I need medication from my psychiatrist. =(

Well well.. School is starting real soon. Haha, actually not that soon. Approximately one and a half month's time. Time flies especially fast at work. And I'm afraid I can't cope etc etc.. But I'm adaptable after all. I'm sure I can do it. Plus I think I've met many gui4 ren2 (benefactor) along the way to help me along. Thanks!

~Amitabha. I know its the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas who have heard my prayers. And with faith, regardless which religion you believe it, ultimately its the faith to believe that will bring you through the calamities in life. Amitabha.~

I guess zy was right. Everything does happen for a reason. Be it an ordeal to overcome or a gift to accept, we have to face it regardless. Haha. And I know if not for that ordeal, I wouldn't have met you. =)