can i have more time?

Hello!

Everyday is...
Work. School. Tuition.
I find myself getting too attached to certain things.

Too attached to my job that is not earning me sufficient money.
Too attached to my students that I spent more than 2 hours with them without extra charges.
Too attached to this little kid even though she can be very annoying and I'm spending my only rest day with her not charging her at all.
Too attached to you that I spent every single second and minute thinking about you.

And I feel that I've really neglected my friends. Haven't been talking to zy sincerely and honestly, I felt that I was just fu-yan-ing him. I'm sorry but sometimes its really the timing. Even if its post exam, I just got busier and busier.

Do I deserve some explanation here?
Yes, exams are over. But the part-time degree system here is that we do one module at a time and its to be covered over 6 weeks. After the 6th week, there'll be a final exam to mark the completion of that module and immediately the following week will be the start of the next module and the cycle follows. 6 weeks then exam. So every exam is very important if you want to do well in the module and have a nicer-looking GPA.

This 3.5 years will be like this. Following this cycle over and over again. I'm starting to feel the tiredness and this is just the second module.

So I'll just hang on. Persevere.

And I'm sorry if unintentionally vented any of my frustration on anyone.
And I'm sorry if others have to suffer because of me.
And I'm sorry to you for being grumpy and unreasonable to you whenever I had a bad and tiring day.

I just didn't mean it.
I need a bit more time to really get used to this better.
I can handle this.

Commitments.
It's tiring trying to put in 101% commitment in everything I do.

Jia you! Jia you! Jia you!

P.S. Can we have more time?