Tired, as usual.

Heys. The past month had been really busy and tiring for me. Really, busy and tiring. I had camp, tuition sessions, mugging sessions and of course, classes. Also had to deal with some family matters. Its tiring me out and I am staying oblivious.

Sometimes, it is really hard to uphold values and principles that I deem as important to me while others think is unrealistic. I clearly know the right intention and my conscience is clear but I had to face others jumping into conclusion about what I think because I don't bother to explain.

Ahs. Its some mad stuff. I really don't know anymore and I just wish for the best. I don't believe in jeopardising others for my own benefits even if others think its plain stupid. I mean seriously, whatever for? It is just not right. Really not right.

I'm just tired, as usual. I really need something to keep me going, to keep me motivated and to let me know that whatever I am doing worths the effort. But nothing seems to be coming in.

I don't know.