letting go..

Letting go is never easy. to untie the knots in the heart is never easy. to clear the doubts hovering around the mind is never easy.

i became more sensitive about ppl's remarks. i became unreasonable. i became unpredictable.

hah, felt better since the released of the results. while trying to answer the 1oo1 questions on my mind, the 1001 whys, the 1001 how comes, the 1001 what ifs, i felt more matured.

EEO. my promo results.

yes, i can promote. but EEO ≠ the effort is put in. definitely not.

but ive thought through.

since i can promote i will be given a chance next yr. i have a chance now.

im happy now. i feel stronger. much stronger.

promos. not only a testing one academically. also emotionally and mentally.

i treasure my frens even more now.

zhi yuan- who listen to my whinings. always be there for me no matter in wad situations. always provides me with tissue and comforts when i broke down.

jun jie-listens to my whinings. give me great great great great advices. really wise man. and say the sweetest things that can make me forget all my troubles.

haosy-always let me bully. always knowing the true side about me. being able to understand.

xianxian-always be there to share my secrets.

eileen-always nag nag nag on me.

car-always trying to put that smile on my face.

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chin shyan-always believing in me. never has she doubt me and my abilities. great ger is she.

xiao wen and wenting-always willing to lend me a helping hand.

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old man-always telling me things that makes sense. able to understand me even though we noe for such a short span of time.

sarah-always being so encouraging telling me not to stress myself.

shasha-always make me feel happy at the sight of him i dun noe why.

Thanks people. I really really appreciate.