mixed feelings

seems like all chiong to me at one go. damn sian la. the whole day is like damn wad la. ok i'll tell u little more.

first first first is the freaking pw. ok we have a laptop that can't really work. and we just went around searching for a comp. and it's like aarrgghh. it's like i dun noe wad i was feeling at that point of time seriously. i was feeling damn frustrated and i was with my pw members and i think none of them noe me well enough for me to rant. and u noe me rite, i will find it hard to keep it to myself. so i went to the ladies washed my face and hope it will cool me down a little. ya i did. but the thing is that when we settle down for discussion, i can't seem to be accepting anything that anyone says. i mean i really dun noe y i liddat. but of cos i din voice them out.

la la la, finally pw periosd over. and la la la. lessons over. thennn, pw again. and the problem is we already decided on someone's house which maybe a little too far from our house. but i wonder if they spare a little thought for that someone that our house is far from his too!! and yam bun jus went on ji ji zha zha about this about that. hey com'on la, if u can come up with a better suggestion like ur own house and say la! dun have to go on ji ji zha zha liddat rite. i mean we are generous people willing to accept ur generous ideas lor. if u are generous enough to keep them all to urself and wad u wan us to do. argh!

hais, nothing major really happened except.. probably i was reminded of my bitter past once again. everything that's happening is exactly depicting my past. maybe that is why my mood is so adversely affected. i really feel sad. really. the sadness comes right frm my heart bcos i noe it. i really noe it. nonetheless, as an outsider, i think i can only be an encourager giving moral support. it will all be over.