Thanks zy for your wonderful tag and the chat with you on msn and phone. Thanks so much for not forgetting your best friend here even though I was tied down by many things. Mainly npcc. I love my mom and dad. I love my panda. And my friends. I feel so fortunate but I just can't bring myself to be happy like before. I don't know why. I hope this dreadful week will be over soon. And I hope I won't be troubled anymore.

I know I can pick myself up. Just a little bit more time.
I won't run away and cry again.