Hais. I confided to ul. Can't believe it. I just cannot stand isolation. My house is so empty, friends are so busy. I appeared to have a large social circle. But when a few friends are down, it seems like the end of world to me. I can't believe it. I didn't laugh the whole day. I didn't talk to any human being except saying thanks to the cashier in sheng siong. I can I not talk the whole day? How can? I really miss my mom. Although was angry with her last night, oh well. I can't believe that I can just let the tears roll because of isolation. I think I'll just kill myself if everyone in the whole disappear.

I even lost the mood to bake cookies. Screwed betty cocker. Almost burnt my kitchen. Imagine my whole kitchen was smoky because I set my cookie at the wrong temperature wrong mode. Imagine roasting cookies at 240 deg celsius. My mind just wasn't right. Even though my salad turn out not bad. Due to my inactivity, I almost killed myself due to dehydration.

I sounded so pathetic right? Yes I am. Thanks ul again. You made me felt much much better washing my dried eyes. Tomorrow will be meeting my classmates for bbq session. I'll talk and talk and talk while I can.