I really do not know what's with you okay. Ya, you're a busy person. So so so so busy that you don't even have the time to talk to me nicely. So so so so busy that you don't even have the time to smile to me even though I got your cold treatment I never fail to give you the brightest smile I can come up with okay. You are like a tai shan you know. Nothing, NOTHING in the world can move you. I never change, I'm still as crappy as ever. You are the one who cannot accept it. Zy and I are trying hard to cherish whatever time we have left. You're not the only busy person in the world can. I used to be fine with you rejecting our offers. But I just cannot stand the cold treatments you're giving me. Anything not happy just shoot right at my face okay? If its my fault I will jolly well accept that it's my fault. If you're unhappy because of your forever-oh-so-lousy mood, why can't you just share with us and talk it out? Since when you share problem no one bothers to hear? Why the hell do you want to keep with you and showing others attitude making people unhappy with you.

Probably I'm not a caring friend. Probably I'm not being understanding. Just do what you want. So long as you're happy, I'm going to heck care about you. And if you think that your damn time is more precious that the friendship I've been holding tightly to, so be it. I knew it all along that it means nothing to you.

I am angry!!