I'm feeling so confused.
Had a confrontation with sky and thrash things out. Apparently, he was unhappy with what the class is unhappy about him. In fact, not the class, but the F-students. Well, even we labelled ourselves as F-students.
Just imagine a teacher coming to class to announce results saying that those expected to get A got an A and those expected to fail as usual fail. Just imagine a teacher telling a student's mum that she can't even get a C with her standard. A greedy F-student who hopes to get an A for Physics. And imagine a teacher ranting day and night about some people no matter how hard they study for Physics can only can get at most a C. Imagine a teacher who doesn't believes in you.
He claims that all these are reverse psychology. Guess it's not working very well you know. I was motivated. Right after what he said, I cried for whole 2 hours plus and with anger, I mugged for 8 hours straight and does the same thing days after. I deemed this as negative motivation. And I'm feeling very tired.
After the confrontation, things are supposed to be straightened out. Instead, I felt more of those negative motivation when I sort of demanded why am I not worth even a C. He's damn reason was to get me prepared for the worst. Wtf??
How many times in my life have I been challenged. How many times in my life have I always want to prove the worth I deserved. Sharul told me that I should work just to prove him wrong. I should do it all for myself. Zhi Yuan said the same things too. But just put yourself into my shoe. It's all my pride.
We are F-students. Since we already want the motivation then just fucking agree that we need the motivation! You happily said that A-student need motivations then what about us? You praised the A-students as a form of motivation and told the class consultation is opened as a form of motivation?? What nonsense.
However, even though I'm freaking angry, I felt rather bad for our tone. But we couldn't help it also what. He just denied things that we felt and just win the arguement by saying our words are subjective. Com'on, we don't even want to debate in the first place.
But I'm sorry for making you sia-suay in front of some other teachers around us. We were quite loud and I couldn't quite control my emotions. I really hope you cut the li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 tone. It's making you look like a loser.
Had a confrontation with sky and thrash things out. Apparently, he was unhappy with what the class is unhappy about him. In fact, not the class, but the F-students. Well, even we labelled ourselves as F-students.
Just imagine a teacher coming to class to announce results saying that those expected to get A got an A and those expected to fail as usual fail. Just imagine a teacher telling a student's mum that she can't even get a C with her standard. A greedy F-student who hopes to get an A for Physics. And imagine a teacher ranting day and night about some people no matter how hard they study for Physics can only can get at most a C. Imagine a teacher who doesn't believes in you.
He claims that all these are reverse psychology. Guess it's not working very well you know. I was motivated. Right after what he said, I cried for whole 2 hours plus and with anger, I mugged for 8 hours straight and does the same thing days after. I deemed this as negative motivation. And I'm feeling very tired.
After the confrontation, things are supposed to be straightened out. Instead, I felt more of those negative motivation when I sort of demanded why am I not worth even a C. He's damn reason was to get me prepared for the worst. Wtf??
How many times in my life have I been challenged. How many times in my life have I always want to prove the worth I deserved. Sharul told me that I should work just to prove him wrong. I should do it all for myself. Zhi Yuan said the same things too. But just put yourself into my shoe. It's all my pride.
We are F-students. Since we already want the motivation then just fucking agree that we need the motivation! You happily said that A-student need motivations then what about us? You praised the A-students as a form of motivation and told the class consultation is opened as a form of motivation?? What nonsense.
However, even though I'm freaking angry, I felt rather bad for our tone. But we couldn't help it also what. He just denied things that we felt and just win the arguement by saying our words are subjective. Com'on, we don't even want to debate in the first place.
But I'm sorry for making you sia-suay in front of some other teachers around us. We were quite loud and I couldn't quite control my emotions. I really hope you cut the li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 tone. It's making you look like a loser.
posted by Di @ 9:59 PM
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