insecured?

What does it supposed to mean when someone keeps on saying that you're insecured? It puzzles me and I'm curious. Hmmm.

I went out today. I kept laughing on and on about Luq's reaction regarding weightlessness. Guess National Library will be our new hideout. I couldn't stop when the image of his reaction came to my mind. I got my new guitar strings after snapping my previous one. And a lot of pink picks. Why pink? I have no idea. Probably next time a pink pooh. (Inside joke) Well well. I went to Guan Yin Temple to pray and had some encounters that made me had mixed feelings about what I did. Anyway, I wanted to pick lots (qiu2 qian1) because I've never done it before and zy told me before the lots are quite accurate there. But then again, I prefer surprises in my life.

I need a part time admin job. Meaning I don't want to work full 8 hours a day. Just flexi hours like 3 or 4 hours and strictly no sales telemarketing ESPECIALLY for REAL ESTATE companies.

Oh by the way, I hate to think this way, but I feel that not getting into ntu or nus seems fine with me. University of Western Australia offers a course that's appealing to me. Don't worry, it's locally overseas. Well, the thing is: If I were to get into nus fass, I have to bid for the course I want and there's no gurantee to it. Therefore I'm hopefully for a place in ntu but my friend told me it's not easy because the vacancy is very limited. Hmmm. I'll leave it to fate then.

Right, got to go tie my D-string and my E-string liao! Ciao!