Happiness. Happiness. Enjoyment. Sadness. Anger. Disappointment. Anger. Fear. Scepticism. Uncertainty. Melancholy. Tinge of happiness. Happy!
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My emotions over the days.
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Been quite sometime since I last updated my little bloggie. These few days had been quite happening and both good and bad things happened.

Wednesday (24/08/05)
Rather plain day. Went home very early and played with chocolate. Chocolate loves to clean herself. Had lots of rest and did some work. Nothing much happened and felt happy and eased.
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Thursday (25/08/05)
A rather hectic day. Looong day as usual but fully utilized. I'm much luckier now, ended my lesson at 1210(though there a sickening one period of PE). Went for the last mass remedial and the teacher was kind. Oh ya! I had 2.5 hours with Mrs lee! Now whenever 2.5 hours is mentioned, I will subconciously relate to Mrs Lee somehow. Lol. I almost gone deaf! Hmm.. Went home with Zhi yuan, Guan Cheng and Serene. Well, Guan Cheng "sent" us home and "settled" down in mac to have dinner and "study". Lol. Had quite a nice time with them. Guan Cheng and Serene were damn funny hitting and fighting and beating each other. Well, Zy and I watched heartily. Did some work here and there and went off at 9 plus. Eerie. This cheeky and naughty Zy was scaring me along the way and his void deck had some "abandoned"-like funeral. Wreath and candles were left behind and the toilet too. Oh, scary huh! And he scared finish already, happy already then leave me to walk home myself. How mean can he be right! If Jj was there, he confirm will send me home one you lazy bum!
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At night, I read my lil fren's blog and found out why she didn't have enough sleep and stuff. It's all because of some selfish people who thinks highly of themselves and go around telling people how other people suck. Com'on boy, I guess you had too much stress or brood too much of not being a Victorian or what and everyone else in TPJC can be bullied by you. Oh please! So what if you were from RI! You ended up in the same class as a Damaian! You may be smart, I don't deny that. But you are not seeing things in a big picture and that makes you a dumb person. A really good person has both brains and heart. Like Qixiang, he's from RI too and his hundred times a better person than you.
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My lil fren: We all love you k? Let that person be someone to mould you a better and stronger character. Not to lose but to gain more confidence instead! Stand firmly on your feet and squash the yam bun!!
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Friday (26/08/05)
Very much want to slap the person. But decided to be graceful. Had a lot of mixed feelings. My lil fren got bullied and I can't do anything. Well, many evil thoughts. Shoo! And again, Zy has never fail to brighten my day and enlighten me.
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After school, went home with him and on the way bought some xiew mai from our all time favourite dim sum shop and otak. As usual, got a slurpee treat and la la la.. My day has not end yet. Went for NPCC later and that's when my disappointment and all comes in.
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I shall not touch on the details on the world wide web. Just to share some thoughts. We are all one big family. Anyone has problems in terms of interpersonal relationship or financial wise can always approach anyone of us. I hate being or others being sabotaged by their own team members. You may have a foolproof plan to sabotage us, but think again, is your conscience going to let you off so easily? I trusted every single one of you.
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Sec 3s: Failures bound to happen on the road to success. Believe in yourself, discover the root of problem, work on it and move on!
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Yay! Sha sha and sa sa posted back to Damai! I'm sooooooooo happy!!!! We can see each other again. And treat sha sha to more green tea.. hiak hiak..