Helpless

No matter how much i prayed for you. i prayed for ur understanding. i prayed that u will return. i prayed that you will give yourself a chance. i prayed and i prayed hard.

my prayers don't seemed to be answered.

i maybe getting too personal with np stuffs. but i can't help but feel worry for this cadet of mine. he accused me of showing biasness towards other cadets. but who know's that he is the one i doted on most and have most confidence in.

i felt my heart sink.

chances. many people are striving very very hard even if chances are slim. like the movie-GOAL. who will ever know that a insignificant neighbourhood soccer player will ever become a professional player in newcastle united.

and you are given a chance. who will ever noe if you may be the next cadet inspector.

*pray hard*