My First Day as CI

It was bad. Bad Bad Bad!!! Okay, firstly things dun always go my way. I noe that obviously!! but its like i feel like such a failure. not that im not good. jus that i feel that im too harsh on my cadets when they are suppose to be leaders. but on the other hand, i wan them to be the best. hmm.. well, at least there are people who really understands how i feel. probably i should slow things down. yea. that should be the way. thanks for ur understanding my best partners sharul and sarah. im kinda enlightened for the first time after listening to sharul. i feel stupid can.. hahahaa.. its over. i noe im going to love my cadets. cos i noe deep in my heart that they will shine. like a pair of unpolished boots.

ok boots. i jus fell asleep while polishing boots. im so damn tired la.. but gotta wait for my sis to come back home to open the door. trying as hard as possible to keep my eyes open. im so damn shag man..