I want you to say, " I'm proud of you"

It's been a long time since I felt the ache in the heart. It is aching. Badly. Mommy just came back from Msia. I proudly shown her my round cap and told her about my Passing Out Parade POP eagerly. I expected a nod from her. Sadly, her answer was," Ask your friends to go la".

Why can't she see how much I wanted her to share my joy.

How much I wanted her to be proud of me.

How much I wanted her to feel my uniform and put on the rank on my shoulder.

How much I wanted to take a picture with her in my full uniform.

How much I wanted to let her see.

How much I wanted her to say, " I'm proud of you"

I hope she will change her mind. I'm not going to persuade. I just want her to know by snapping her fingers. Because I'm her daughter.