nostalgia

i skipped school today. naughty i noe. but then i just need to run away from school. school is such a torture these days. so i stayed at home and as i promised to my mum, i tidied up my messy study table and book shelves.

i have this really bad habit of keeping lots and lots of stuffs that are considered unimportant. and in the process of tidying up my room, i found lots of things that brings me back to my past.

i found my kindergarden photo.


i know i have this fierce look and a kuku hair since young. can't help it right. yah, my kindergarden days. i can only remember bits and pieces of my kindergarden days. i can remember my mum was very very strict that time. she doesn't allow us to do this and that. and punish us for every tiny winy mistakes we did. she's a good mum. we used to have family outings every sunday. to the zoo.. bird park.. out for lunch.. visiting relatives.. i used to have the best sundays.

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first day in school

i spent my bestest best childhood in my primary school (bedok west primary). we played all kinds of games like catching.. crocodile.. hopscotch.. i have best friends like cheryl tang,mei ni, wee lin and a lot a lot of friends.

girls hate boys. boys hate girls.

we laughed at the best jokes. if anyone remembers the "mango & wei hau" , "hard-boiled eggs" etc. i will never forget them. wee lin and i still talk about them occasionally and we still laughed out ass off.

of cos, primary schools are the most glorified part of my life. i hold positions like prefects, reps, monitress and assistant head prefect. i was never troubled. but i had terrible experiences like being pushed down the stairs*ahem, u noe who u are*, hitting a guy's head and was sent to see the VP. omg, that was a nightmare.

my favourite teacher. mrs ang. i love her. she gave me the drive to study and achieve.

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secondary school

every year, before school reopens, i always reflect my past year and remind myself what are the dos and don'ts for the following year.

but i always don't comply to them.

secondary school is the place where i met really really good friends. too many to name. but there's a few i really gotta mention. zhiyuan, junjie and guo long. i really feel regretful for many things that i did and said. but nonetheless, the aftermath is good. i always mention zhiyuan and junjie here in my blog. then who is guo long? hah, he is the one who went thru the most difficult part of my life with me. he gave me his upmost support and never ending encouragements.

npcc. one thing that i never thought i would have so much passion in. i almost quit that cca because of... influence? and the best decision i ever made was to stay in that wonderful cca. when i decided to stay, i told myself that i have to give my best shot there. and i did. i managed to shine amongst the crowd. who says that a chinese can't give malay commands? who says that a chinese will be ostracized by the malays? i was the only chinese girl and i found no difficulty in npcc since glenda quit. bcos, i have my best buddy sarah always by my side translating for me. aku love kau!!! and annual camp 2004 is something i will never forget.


the yellow whistle was given by firdaus. i was the assistant camp coordinator and that whistle means a lot to me. annual camp '04 was an emotional and memorable one.

O level. we were petrified by that term. but we gave each other support. jason,zhiyuan and i. we used to have tuition for A maths together. i love that time. we gave each other support thru the o level period. especially during the time when we did rv (relative velocity). i was the dumbest i think. and having the most pride, i never admit defeat. as the result, i gave myself much stress. one funny thing is, i cried because i couldnt solve a rv question while zy and ja can solve it easily. haha, and as a form of relaxation, we climbed olu olu hill, played swing and ate weird dinner together during tuition break time. i had the nicest time there. we just laughed our stressed off. we were looked down on at the tuition place, people called us retards and some ugly words. but we stayed on together, holding our heads up high and hold on to our dignity. damai rox, and only we have to noe that.

JJ's tuition centre. jj was our physic tutor. and jyu!! such a cool ger. we linked our arms together and whispered secrets into each other's ear. she is one sweet ger. whenever i feel down, she will gave me the warmest hug to brighten my day up. i always miss her nowadays.

so much memories. im afraid of losing the wonderful school days i have. im afraid of growing up. my dad always tell me that even ur bestest best fren may betray you one day. i jus want this moment to stop forever; when i still have my bestest best frens, coolest cool budds with me.