Pride

Is there any measurements for "pride capacity"? Like 1 prillion, 1 prident... I think I'm having too much of that. There are defeats that I can accept and I can't accept. And when I cannot accept, I will start brooding, blaming myself for my uselessness, crying.. Like how much time did I take to recover over the dropping of econs? How much time did I take for my Chem incident? I'm taking far too much time to recover from all these blunders and falls. The whole world can't be waiting for me, just me to get back on my feets. Is this a form of selfishness? Taking my own sweet time to recover?

I'm getting too serious with maple.

Because of pride, people are almost pissed with me in a game. It's just a game. Who cares. But why do I have to take it that seriously. I don't know. I really don't know what I was thinking.

I felt that pride devoured my thinkings.

I can feel useless and cry over dying in the party quest. I mean, yes it's a whole team business. I hate to be the one cause failure. Maybe I'm really getting too serious with that game.

It's time for me to wash my hands off that game and start studying. I don't have much time to laze around anyway. I'm not going to touch that game for the time being.