I didn't want to breakdown in front of zy. Cos just days ago I was encouraging him and that now I would have contradict everything I said. But I really feel the stress coming and it's getting unbearable. Kim said bo bian. Ya, really have no other choice since I've chose this path myself.

Di, you must brace yourself up. Cannot be beaten by these minor setbacks! You gotta face more so buck up! Buck up! Perserve! Press on!