musical idiot me.

Yes. I can't seem to play well.
Losing my confidence..
and enthusiasm..
But I want to play well.
Seeing my buddies immersing themselves in the strumings,
and beats from the drums,
moving their limbs with the rythmns...
Awww.. I'm so envious of them.
It's time to do hard-core practises..
but do I have the time?