Weather is frickin' hot!

I cut my hair short. And now I can feel that its getting longer and I feel like cutting it again. Okay, putting the randomness aside..

2 more weeks to exam and I have yet settled down to study. Been hogging on to my Da Vinci Code and yes, I'm slow.. Hahah. I didn't care about the hoo-haas of Dan Brown back in my JC days. Now, people have probably forgotten the details of the book. Ok, I'm going to clear the book today so that I can start studying the stupid sport science module. I find it interesting really, especially when I can apply the knowledge to my tennis training. Oh yes, have I mentioned that I'm having tennis trainings with Keong, Shan and zy whom I roped in, on every Sunday. Really nice to pick up an old sport again and even nicer to learn the correct techniques of the game. Going to get my own racquet real soon.

Sighs. I'm not going to whine about someone being away in Taiwan. I think I'm taking it really well and he has also done his part to call me as and when he can. Nothing much to complain about. I've been thinking about this relationship and I think he's been really patient with me. I'm not the sweet nice kind of girl who listens to her boyfriend about everything. On the contrary, I never listen to him and never want to acknowledge that he's right. He doesn't give in either which is good, because I'll find it ''fake'' if he just gives in like that. Everytime we'll argue about anything and everything. And me being the sore loser, will show face first. HAhaa. Yes, I'm putting down my pride and ego to admit that I am. Guys reading this would probably be mumbling under their breath, "bitch!". Hahahaha. Oh no. Its just the reflex system ouhkay..... Hahahaha.. But this is where our chemistry comes in I guess. He knows. He just always knows when I'll freak out and he knows how to handle it. I'm thankful for that.

Relationships. It's a difficult thing to talk about. My close friends often sought my advice on their relationship problems. My answer is always the same. Discuss what you've just told me with your boyfriend/girlfriend. I can't give your answers to your queries because I'm not them, right? Relationships. There's one thing I strongly believe: nobody is perfect. i'm not a perfect girlfriend and i don't have a perfect partner. but i do believe, couples should work out issues with open hearts. truly accept solutions to problems. and of course, breaking up should be the last thing to be brought up.

Why am I going so deep into this topic? Because I'm feeling insecured. I'm reassuring myself and hoping not to let myself be affected by external incidents happening around me. So, yes! Reassurance.