dying passion.
Yes, rah. I felt the same way too. Probably I'm too sensitive. But I'm starting to feel that I'm losing the sense of achievement for them. POP next week. I want to do something for them. We want to do something for them. What's happening now? Time constraint. We can't even do a proper parade now. Things would have turned out better. Seriously. I'm getting sick and tired of dealing with the same old problem within us. Here we are trying to solve the problem, there you are ignoring our advices. Shan't talk about it. I felt nothing but disappointment and frustration.
When I got the message from our chief, appointing me as the uopa coordinator, the first thought was,"Finally, I got something to do." I am not supposed to feel this way but I did!! Ok, I really can't and don't want to start talking about it here.
You have to do what you say. You don't tell others you should do this and that and yet you're doing the opposite. You kept running so fast and far ahead. We tried to catch up and it is tiring all of us. Running will be less tiring if all of us pace together and constantly give each other encouragement. Running will be less tiring if the faster ones are behind and the slower ones are in front. Running will be less tiring if all of us set the same target in mind. Right now, I'm feeling tired. Not only you ran fast and far, you played hide and seek too. How tiring.
I had this terrible headache yesterday. Thus, was a bit short-tempered. I know I shouldn't be angry over this trival matter, haish sadly, I did. Simmer simmer.. I've been praying for Samuel for 2 nights. I hope to visit the temple tomorrow to do some deeds for him. I think I can just do this much for him. So I'll do my best.
I'll be going down to Toa Payoh later. Going to shop alone. Oh ya. I dreamt that I was in India shopping. I was in this shop where they sell all the nice branded clothes and bags for damn cheap price. I remembered clearly that a crumpler bag for SGD$6. And I told my friend,"Hahahahaha!!! Imagine I tell my friends who paid for their crumpler bag for $100+ and I paid for just $6!!! Hahahaha!!!!!" I was gloating in my dream. Haha! Why crumpler bag? I also don't know leh. Not as if in the reality I really want the bag.
I'm waiting for miracle to happen. If not, I have to find ways to get $50k.
When I got the message from our chief, appointing me as the uopa coordinator, the first thought was,"Finally, I got something to do." I am not supposed to feel this way but I did!! Ok, I really can't and don't want to start talking about it here.
You have to do what you say. You don't tell others you should do this and that and yet you're doing the opposite. You kept running so fast and far ahead. We tried to catch up and it is tiring all of us. Running will be less tiring if all of us pace together and constantly give each other encouragement. Running will be less tiring if the faster ones are behind and the slower ones are in front. Running will be less tiring if all of us set the same target in mind. Right now, I'm feeling tired. Not only you ran fast and far, you played hide and seek too. How tiring.
I had this terrible headache yesterday. Thus, was a bit short-tempered. I know I shouldn't be angry over this trival matter, haish sadly, I did. Simmer simmer.. I've been praying for Samuel for 2 nights. I hope to visit the temple tomorrow to do some deeds for him. I think I can just do this much for him. So I'll do my best.
I'll be going down to Toa Payoh later. Going to shop alone. Oh ya. I dreamt that I was in India shopping. I was in this shop where they sell all the nice branded clothes and bags for damn cheap price. I remembered clearly that a crumpler bag for SGD$6. And I told my friend,"Hahahahaha!!! Imagine I tell my friends who paid for their crumpler bag for $100+ and I paid for just $6!!! Hahahaha!!!!!" I was gloating in my dream. Haha! Why crumpler bag? I also don't know leh. Not as if in the reality I really want the bag.
I'm waiting for miracle to happen. If not, I have to find ways to get $50k.
posted by Di @ 11:53 AM
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