Emotional.

Have you been through any point in your life where you think you are able to see clearer about facts and truths of life?

I laughed it off. One day of emotional turmoil and the next day, I laughed it off. Suppressing the pain in my heart, the many many doubts that I questioned about myself and the world and pushing blame to myself to make myself feel better. I came up with theories, put in theories that I've learnt from Psychology textbooks and thought positively about the entire matter. Truth is, how do I really feel about this whole incident? I don't know. Because I seemed to be too indulged in self-fulfilling prophecies and probably living in denial to hide away my emotions. One day of turmoil like this is enough because my life cannot stop. There are way too many repercussions if I let myself stop.

Right now, I can't hear my thoughts. I can't tell what my heart says. I can't comprehend the facts. I want to make it right but where do I start?

"You can never know the (T)ruth about the world..and what can you do about it?"

With the last bit of pride left, please just ignore this post.