A longgg time!!!

Hello hello!! It has been such long time since I last posted anything! I finally have got some time for myself and it is awesome! Yayness. Right now, I'm waiting for my mom to get the milk from market so that I can bake something..like finally! Woohoo!

Last I saw my posts were emo ones. No worries, the drama and emo episodes are pretty much over! Yup, we decided to stay so yeap. Everything's been fine thus far and hope it will be! =)

Anyway, I've been in a "mock long distance relationship". Haha! He's at Taiwan (again) for some army exercise and I thought that its a good time for me to pretend that we're in a LDR just in case I decided to go Aussie afterall. Of course, that will be nothing like a mere 3 weeks separation.

Speaking of Aussie, I recently feel really inferior of my classmates. I think they are not just hardworking but they are really able to think beyond what's being taught and most importantly, appropriately express their thoughts. I'm not sure if I'm really on par anymore. Oh wells.

I've been looking at Mid-Term scholarships and then again, I'm in my own way thinking of the negativities and weighing my own stand amongst the local students. But I guess I'll just thicken my skin and just give it a shot. Cos only then I'll really know my stand right? If not, I doubt I'll ever have the money to even complete honours if I ever have the chance to.

Well oh well, sometimes I wish I just have to worry just about my studies. What the adults said was true in the past when education was more affordable. Because as adults, there's so much more things to consider and responsible adults tend to be less self-centered and that leads to even more things to be put on the consideration list.

Life is not unfair. It's just the way we work with our limits.